Is it a matter of fact or just an illusion? Is it because of the feeling of loneliness or is it a reality? Is it my insecurity or am I really left behind? Why is it so that everybody around me is turning out to be selfish, or is it just my philosophy? Even if it is my philosophy, the fact remains the same that every soul on this earth is selfish at some point of time including me, that’s why they say “Survival for the fittest”. But what about the ones who didn’t survive? Why there is no mercy for them? Don’t they have an equal right to live their life as they want? So what if they were not able to fight back, are they really meant to face failure rather are they really supposed to die (like what happened in case of Jiah Khan)?? They say that God loves everyone equally, then why there is discrimination in this case?
To be very honest my faith in God is getting disillusioned now. The theory of Karma took birth long time ago. It is my favorite topic for discussions. According to one of my closest friend, it was just to establish some kind of terror in society so that people behave themselves. It’s been said that whatever you do, good or evil, it will return to you. And till date, I am just trying to figure out what evil have I done? What sin have I committed for which I am suffering here? I just wanted a simple, happy, peaceful and successful life. Is it so much to ask? Why there is no equality in terms of standards which are there in today’s so called modern society? Why the benchmark of success is set so high that it’s inaccessible for an average person? Why the people who didn’t do well in their studies are leading a more comfortable and easy life? Do I really deserve this? Don’t I have a right to be there for my family? Don’t I have a right to support them financially? Is this my failure or just a phase of life? Am I getting impatient or is it the truth of my life? Isn’t the wait of 1 year justified for getting impatient?
Its two strange tangents which are around the circle of what you know it as Karma. One is how you want to lead your life and the second is what turn it really takes. You simply want happiness for you and your family. You do all the good things in your life keeping in mind that someday you’ll support your family emotionally as well as financially. Working towards this project of your life, facing all kind of thorns, betrayals, pigheaded obstacles, you discover one day, that whatever you have done is simply not enough to succeed. What will you do then?? Is this case is applicable for me only, or am I just part of this immortal league?
There are so many questions around and I am just trying to find out which one to answer first? It’s a never ending cycle of questions. Some are because of my own deeds and some because of the destiny. But do I really deserve this?? Will I be fortunate enough to come out of it soon?? Does my Karma really have a role to play towards my destiny??
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ReplyDeleteEveryone deserve for the better life. Some get in early of life and some get in later.
First thing the sad and joy is the cycle of life. When joy is going on the next sad it waiting to come its like ज्वार-भाटा in sea.
Until u r not feeling sad, u can't feel joy.
One of my childhood teacher says, feel joy in every work(study also) it will give Best feeling weather it is possible or not.
I have remembered my b.tech days. I was not got placement in first five companies, i became very upset but one of my teacher said Don't worry There is something better is waiting for u in ur life. After that i never run behind success, i looked for only excellence for my life. If u have the talent u will do better in ur life.
SO don't worry its happen to everyone life.
Yes, it is a matter of phase which is going on but sometimes it becomes unbearable to be a sufferer. Its true that when you enter in a diverse situation, you come out from that with a different personality and with that change, everything changes. Its human tendency to panic in such phases of life, so was I. Now I am much calmer than earlier, just waiting for good things to happen... :)
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